Looking for Positives in the Pandemic
I'll admit--I went to the noon meeting of my spiritual group yesterday. My friend promised we'd be small (4-5 people). We ended up with eleven, way above the recommended limit of five. I won't return in person and will use online meetings instead. But, the meeting gave me the opportunity to reformulate my thinking about this social distancing campaign and how I reconcile my own thinking and emotions to our new reality.
First, I'm changing the way I think about my own decisions. I found myself feeling bad about my decisions to back out of group events. Most weeks I attend at least six to eight face-to-face events. Now that's all in past-tense. I used to attend all those events. It was very hard to back out. In some cases, the decision was made for me by closures. In others, I had to announce it myself. For a while, I was very worried about offending my friends and colleagues. It was as if I was telling these people they were germ-ridden and a danger to me! That is until I was discussing my feelings with a friend (by phone). She wisely observed that I was setting boundaries for myself, not others! Funny, after I decided to back out of one of my last group activities I immediately got a phone call from one of the members thanking me for taking the first step. Phase one of changing my perspectives to a more positive view. I also came to understand that I needed to be responsible about my contacts to protect my family. My two children, one significant other and their father all have at least one sort of auto-immune condition that puts them at higher risk.
Later I was looking out the front window onto the street and was able to observe a lovely grouping of what looked like three families with young children in conversation. They were observing the six-foot distancing rule. Suddenly I realized that in the past few days I've seen and experienced an increased feeling of community. The foot-traffic in neighborhoods has dramatically increased. For example, three high school girls walking with their lacrosse sticks down to the park to practice. Normally they would be at the school practice field and invisible to their immediate neighbors. Checking with my health-challenged neighbor before I went to the grocery. Phone calls from friends when normally we only text. Chatting with an old friend I haven't seen for years during the 7-9 am grocery store's "seniors only" shopping hours. I'm blessed to be in a low-infection state, at least so far. Some of these activities will not be possible in higher density communities or areas with high infection rates.
Shutting down our busy lives is making it possible for us to relax a bit and reconnect with our communities. Having to focus on our networks and evaluate our "risk" also makes us aware of our potential threats to others. Thus, stepping back is actually a gift to our friends, neighbors, and families.
Finally, I want to offer a shout out for the creative social consciousness of many of our local stores. They have come up with special "seniors and vulnerable populations" shopping hours. Their consideration of the community is greatly appreciated. It's way too easy to focus on the negatives of our situation. Egregious examples of irresponsible behavior are being published far and wide. I hope that we can also celebrate the more positive examples of care that come our way.
Friday, March 20, 2020
COVID-19 A Reader's Journey Monday 3.16.2020
3/26/2020
I'm going to transform my book blog into reflections as we move through this unique experience. That is, unique to us. Past generations have had similar experiences. I remember a big yellow quarantine sign on our house as I was growing up. I don't remember if it was for mumps or measles. as a toddler, my best friend contracted polio. In neither case did I have the background or awareness to be really frightened. However, I do know my mother and father were terrified. Not to mention the Black Plague.
For the last month, I've known this was coming. I've read way too many apocalyptic novels and nonfiction books and have a "theoretical" background in pandemics. I'll keep recommending horrifying fiction and non-fiction as I blog about our shared experiences. Today's recommendation: Feed, by Myra Grant. It starts with zombies, but they are just a device to get into exploration of the intersection of media, politics, and government agencies. It is the first of a trilogy. Since we're all isolation I suggest you just order all three at once. I've used it in my college content literacy courses and generally had positive responses from students.
Agitation today. Monday, and I find myself incapable of settling into anything. I can't stick with cleaning, painting, reading or gardening. Suddenly I realize that the problem is that all of my regular schedule has been blown up by COVID-19. What got me agitated initially was finding out the YMCA had closed. No water aerobics, no Pilates, no schedule for Lee Ann! My Osher lectures and hikes had already been canceled. Although I'm retired and regularly proclaim that every day is a weekend, I suddenly had to confront the reality that I had indeed created a schedule of retirement. I expect everyone does this to one extent to another. When my children were young we had regular schedules, even in the year I did not work and just focused on finishing my dissertation. Apparently, retirees craft a schedule. One of the stressors in this pandemic is that we've all lost our schedules. Once I realized the source of the agitation I've been better able to settle into a new structure.
We are geniuses at this! Already my regularly scheduled group meetings are setting up video or teleconferencing options. My friends and family are calling on the phone to talk! (Texting is fine, but we're suddenly needing real contact.) Of course, that blows up my newly created schedule. But, I'm learning to adjust! My schedule: make coffee, read the newspapers (finally), write a bit, walk the dog, do my exercises, paint the craft room or garden, rest, play my video game. (Those of you who don't know that I'm a gamer, I'm finding this part of my schedule most comforting! I'm on Discord, a voice-over-internet service while playing most days. My friend in Wisconsin and I chat as we play. My guild creates weekly events that include some discussions as well. I've never met these people in person, but they are an important part of my social network. I also have face-to-face friends who have similar networks around on-line chess, Words with Friends, and other online games.) I end the day with some TV, PBS Newshour or something I've recorded. This week I'm watching His Dark Materials an HBO series adapted from Phillip Pullman's YA novels. I've read them all years ago and am really enjoying the adaptation. Bonus! Lin-Manuel Miranda is in the cast!
I wish you all well in adapting to your new schedules! They will emerge. Once I recognized the source of my agitation I was able to think clearly and set about creating structure for myself. (And adjusting to friends disrupting it by calling me. A welcome disruption these days!)
I'm going to transform my book blog into reflections as we move through this unique experience. That is, unique to us. Past generations have had similar experiences. I remember a big yellow quarantine sign on our house as I was growing up. I don't remember if it was for mumps or measles. as a toddler, my best friend contracted polio. In neither case did I have the background or awareness to be really frightened. However, I do know my mother and father were terrified. Not to mention the Black Plague.
For the last month, I've known this was coming. I've read way too many apocalyptic novels and nonfiction books and have a "theoretical" background in pandemics. I'll keep recommending horrifying fiction and non-fiction as I blog about our shared experiences. Today's recommendation: Feed, by Myra Grant. It starts with zombies, but they are just a device to get into exploration of the intersection of media, politics, and government agencies. It is the first of a trilogy. Since we're all isolation I suggest you just order all three at once. I've used it in my college content literacy courses and generally had positive responses from students.
Agitation today. Monday, and I find myself incapable of settling into anything. I can't stick with cleaning, painting, reading or gardening. Suddenly I realize that the problem is that all of my regular schedule has been blown up by COVID-19. What got me agitated initially was finding out the YMCA had closed. No water aerobics, no Pilates, no schedule for Lee Ann! My Osher lectures and hikes had already been canceled. Although I'm retired and regularly proclaim that every day is a weekend, I suddenly had to confront the reality that I had indeed created a schedule of retirement. I expect everyone does this to one extent to another. When my children were young we had regular schedules, even in the year I did not work and just focused on finishing my dissertation. Apparently, retirees craft a schedule. One of the stressors in this pandemic is that we've all lost our schedules. Once I realized the source of the agitation I've been better able to settle into a new structure.
We are geniuses at this! Already my regularly scheduled group meetings are setting up video or teleconferencing options. My friends and family are calling on the phone to talk! (Texting is fine, but we're suddenly needing real contact.) Of course, that blows up my newly created schedule. But, I'm learning to adjust! My schedule: make coffee, read the newspapers (finally), write a bit, walk the dog, do my exercises, paint the craft room or garden, rest, play my video game. (Those of you who don't know that I'm a gamer, I'm finding this part of my schedule most comforting! I'm on Discord, a voice-over-internet service while playing most days. My friend in Wisconsin and I chat as we play. My guild creates weekly events that include some discussions as well. I've never met these people in person, but they are an important part of my social network. I also have face-to-face friends who have similar networks around on-line chess, Words with Friends, and other online games.) I end the day with some TV, PBS Newshour or something I've recorded. This week I'm watching His Dark Materials an HBO series adapted from Phillip Pullman's YA novels. I've read them all years ago and am really enjoying the adaptation. Bonus! Lin-Manuel Miranda is in the cast!
I wish you all well in adapting to your new schedules! They will emerge. Once I recognized the source of my agitation I was able to think clearly and set about creating structure for myself. (And adjusting to friends disrupting it by calling me. A welcome disruption these days!)
Wednesday, December 11, 2019
A Better Man, by Louise Penny
2019 Minotaur Books
I'm going to try writing this blog as I read. I'll give page numbers so that you can avoid "spoilers." (We'll see how well this works. As always, feedback is appreciated.)
A note about the blog. I began this for my pre-service and in-service teachers as I professed various literacy methods courses. The focus was originally on young adult and children's literature. I am now retired (emeritus) and have decided to change the focus of the blog to "literary travels." My first retirement trip was to Quebec to explore the settings of Louise Penny's oeuvre. As I add entries to this blog I will also post travel notes and photos.
The beginning...twitter posts about both Gamache and Clara Morrow. Penny is always in tune with important trends in our lives. Twitter and the trolls that misuse this type of social media are a plague upon the land. Our local university football coach, Brian Harsin, made some wonderful comments recently about negative twitter feeds about specific players and the performance of the team in general. His analysis of "twitiots" is brilliant. (You can listen to him here.) Yes, I have a twitter account. Haven't read it for months! I'm beginning to see my ending target and am increasingly aware of how I spend my time. I don't want to waste my time reading nonsense. I'll spend it reading carefully crafted work by thoughtful, informed people rather than twitiots.
Gamache returns to the Sûreté du Québec. While in Montreal I visited what I think is its headquarters. I didn't think to try and enter. Probably my mid-western politeness is what holds me back from being so brazen as to try and open a door. Still, it didn't look like an American official building, no long staircase leading to pillars surrounding double doors. Maybe Québécois are more frugal and have better priorities about where public funds should be spent. Maybe I was at a branch office.
Chapter 4
Crossing the St.Lawrence river on the Champlain Bridge Gamache is again challenged by his fear of heights. This bridge and the river are important motifs in the Inspector Gamache books. It's small wonder. I visited Montreal in the fall. Thank goodness no ice! But the river and bridge are most impressive. Now that I live in the Western United States, where almost all of our rivers are dammed, It's easy to forget how powerful untamed rivers are. For a part of my life, I lived almost on the banks of the Mississippi River. Flooding happened. Until you stand near the rushing waters of a large river it is difficult to understand the power of these types of waters. The Champlain Bridge was also featured in Penny's first book Still Life.
Closing Thoughts
At the end of Chapter 11 Penny closes with "...Sometimes we have to do something stupid (Gamache).
It did not seem to Isabelle Lacoste a great addition to the Sûreté motto.
"Sevice, integrity, justice, and, occasionally, stupidity."
I think it is an important clue to Gamache's approach to policing and life. I think we need sometimes to be willing to throw caution to the wind and commit to an action that appears stupid but indeed may lead to the first part of the motto, particularly integrity.
I'm going to try writing this blog as I read. I'll give page numbers so that you can avoid "spoilers." (We'll see how well this works. As always, feedback is appreciated.)
A note about the blog. I began this for my pre-service and in-service teachers as I professed various literacy methods courses. The focus was originally on young adult and children's literature. I am now retired (emeritus) and have decided to change the focus of the blog to "literary travels." My first retirement trip was to Quebec to explore the settings of Louise Penny's oeuvre. As I add entries to this blog I will also post travel notes and photos.
The beginning...twitter posts about both Gamache and Clara Morrow. Penny is always in tune with important trends in our lives. Twitter and the trolls that misuse this type of social media are a plague upon the land. Our local university football coach, Brian Harsin, made some wonderful comments recently about negative twitter feeds about specific players and the performance of the team in general. His analysis of "twitiots" is brilliant. (You can listen to him here.) Yes, I have a twitter account. Haven't read it for months! I'm beginning to see my ending target and am increasingly aware of how I spend my time. I don't want to waste my time reading nonsense. I'll spend it reading carefully crafted work by thoughtful, informed people rather than twitiots.
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| Motto of Sûreté du Québec |
Chapter 4
Closing Thoughts
At the end of Chapter 11 Penny closes with "...Sometimes we have to do something stupid (Gamache).
It did not seem to Isabelle Lacoste a great addition to the Sûreté motto.
"Sevice, integrity, justice, and, occasionally, stupidity."
I think it is an important clue to Gamache's approach to policing and life. I think we need sometimes to be willing to throw caution to the wind and commit to an action that appears stupid but indeed may lead to the first part of the motto, particularly integrity.
The Traveling Reader--Carry a Book
December 2019--Taos, New Mexico
I travel alone frequently when my journey's goals would bore traveling companions. I'm traveling to see two of my brothers and use up my timeshare points for the year. Taos in mid-December seems to be pretty tourist-free. I'm doing some shopping and headed for the ski area this afternoon. But, this morning as I was searching for a breakfast spot I've made a discovery. When you're traveling alone a great way to begin conversations is to carry and actual book. Holding Holmes on the Range, by Steve Hockensmith gave me opportunity to make two new connections during my wanderings. Bob Kustra recently had an article in The Idaho Statesman that touched on the value of holding paper books (although the article was really about cybersecurity). This posting isn't really about cybersecurity or the realities of digital publishing's effects on authors and booksellers, rather it adds to Kustra's musings about the value of paper books.
For several years now I've been reading from my smartphone while waiting for meals in restaurants, drinking coffee in various shops, and hanging out in public spaces. Other times I am "plugged in" with ear-buds listening to an audiobook. This time I was forced to carry an actual book because it was only available to me in print and I have the CDs to listen to the second book in the series in the car as I drive on to Albuquerque and Tucson. All of a sudden I'm meeting new people, having fascinating conversations and getting ideas for new titles to read.
I had to explore to find my breakfast. In off-season, the spot my sister-in-law had recommended was closed until Friday. After lengthy poking around to find something interesting I settled down and had a very nice tamale and eggs. As I got ready to leave a couple stopped me and asked what I was reading. We talked for a while, he gave me his business card, and I picked up a couple of reading ideas. Venturing on a window display of a cast-iron cornbread pan caught my eye. The shop was one of the few open so I dropped in to buy one for a house gift and one for myself. Over the transaction, the woman at the register asked about the book. We had at least a half-hour conversation about a wide range of topics including our millennial children, the state of the arts in modern society, and rural living. It also turns out that she is an aspiring author. We have exchanged "calling" cards (if you're retired can you have a business card?), emails, and a couple reading ideas.
Many years ago while soaking at Pagosa Springs, CO I was reading from a World of Warcraft book. Through the three pools of decreasing heat I soaked in I had three conversations about gaming, World of Warcraft literature, and YA books in general.
These conversations have not occurred when I travel with my smartphone. People don't see the title or even know that you're reading instead of engaging with social media. What a wonderful lesson to learn. I didn't have my book in a satchel, briefcase, or backpack. I carried it in my hand because I was "going light." Lesson learned. I'll travel with this in mind and paper copy of a book from now on.
I travel alone frequently when my journey's goals would bore traveling companions. I'm traveling to see two of my brothers and use up my timeshare points for the year. Taos in mid-December seems to be pretty tourist-free. I'm doing some shopping and headed for the ski area this afternoon. But, this morning as I was searching for a breakfast spot I've made a discovery. When you're traveling alone a great way to begin conversations is to carry and actual book. Holding Holmes on the Range, by Steve Hockensmith gave me opportunity to make two new connections during my wanderings. Bob Kustra recently had an article in The Idaho Statesman that touched on the value of holding paper books (although the article was really about cybersecurity). This posting isn't really about cybersecurity or the realities of digital publishing's effects on authors and booksellers, rather it adds to Kustra's musings about the value of paper books.
For several years now I've been reading from my smartphone while waiting for meals in restaurants, drinking coffee in various shops, and hanging out in public spaces. Other times I am "plugged in" with ear-buds listening to an audiobook. This time I was forced to carry an actual book because it was only available to me in print and I have the CDs to listen to the second book in the series in the car as I drive on to Albuquerque and Tucson. All of a sudden I'm meeting new people, having fascinating conversations and getting ideas for new titles to read.
I had to explore to find my breakfast. In off-season, the spot my sister-in-law had recommended was closed until Friday. After lengthy poking around to find something interesting I settled down and had a very nice tamale and eggs. As I got ready to leave a couple stopped me and asked what I was reading. We talked for a while, he gave me his business card, and I picked up a couple of reading ideas. Venturing on a window display of a cast-iron cornbread pan caught my eye. The shop was one of the few open so I dropped in to buy one for a house gift and one for myself. Over the transaction, the woman at the register asked about the book. We had at least a half-hour conversation about a wide range of topics including our millennial children, the state of the arts in modern society, and rural living. It also turns out that she is an aspiring author. We have exchanged "calling" cards (if you're retired can you have a business card?), emails, and a couple reading ideas.
Many years ago while soaking at Pagosa Springs, CO I was reading from a World of Warcraft book. Through the three pools of decreasing heat I soaked in I had three conversations about gaming, World of Warcraft literature, and YA books in general.
These conversations have not occurred when I travel with my smartphone. People don't see the title or even know that you're reading instead of engaging with social media. What a wonderful lesson to learn. I didn't have my book in a satchel, briefcase, or backpack. I carried it in my hand because I was "going light." Lesson learned. I'll travel with this in mind and paper copy of a book from now on.
Saturday, August 24, 2019
"Broken Ground" by Val McDermid. 2018
A Karen Pirie Novel
One of the peak experiences in my life was attending the Edinburgh Arts Festival. As a result of my days in Edinburgh, a train ride to London, and my family's ancestry I have become very interested in Scotland. Val McDermid's novels continue to tease me into commitment to a much longer sojourn to the country. I had to pull out my Lonely Planet guide to locate the spots that narrative include. As I have some free time I'm going to get busy Googling images from the area.
McDermid is one of the best crime writers working today. If you haven't read her various series and are a fan of crime fiction you have a very joyous year (or more) ahead of you. I am not going to spoil anything about the Karen Pirie series here. I will tell you how much I love the character and supporting cast. One of McDermid's writing tools is to create well-rounded characters with plenty of personal flaws. Karen is particularly compelling to me. She has many of the same character defects that plagued me throughout my working life. (If you're interested---a commitment to finding the truth, impatience with bureaucracy, and disrespect of superiors who do the politically expedient thing or are flat out dishonest.)
Back to my travel plans. It looks like I'll need to travel most of Scotland to cover the territory of this book. Honestly, I'm a bit hesitant. The roads sound horrible to drive and in other books (not this one) the weather sounds quite unpleasant. I'll let you know when I go there.
One of the peak experiences in my life was attending the Edinburgh Arts Festival. As a result of my days in Edinburgh, a train ride to London, and my family's ancestry I have become very interested in Scotland. Val McDermid's novels continue to tease me into commitment to a much longer sojourn to the country. I had to pull out my Lonely Planet guide to locate the spots that narrative include. As I have some free time I'm going to get busy Googling images from the area.
McDermid is one of the best crime writers working today. If you haven't read her various series and are a fan of crime fiction you have a very joyous year (or more) ahead of you. I am not going to spoil anything about the Karen Pirie series here. I will tell you how much I love the character and supporting cast. One of McDermid's writing tools is to create well-rounded characters with plenty of personal flaws. Karen is particularly compelling to me. She has many of the same character defects that plagued me throughout my working life. (If you're interested---a commitment to finding the truth, impatience with bureaucracy, and disrespect of superiors who do the politically expedient thing or are flat out dishonest.)
Back to my travel plans. It looks like I'll need to travel most of Scotland to cover the territory of this book. Honestly, I'm a bit hesitant. The roads sound horrible to drive and in other books (not this one) the weather sounds quite unpleasant. I'll let you know when I go there.
Thursday, December 7, 2017
Two Kinds of Truth by Michael Connelly
Harry Bosch, it's so good to spend some days with you again! I've missed you. Connelly has turned out another terrific read. How he keeps Bosch fresh and avoids the pitfalls of some series authors/characters is admirable. His characters are growing over time. Bosch is developing new skills and trying out new ways to move through his work.
I think another reason Connelly's books stay fresh is that he continues to tackle current events. In this book, not only do we have two compelling mysteries, but also an exploration of the oxycodone epidemic. Although the two mysteries are both well done what really engaged me was Connelly's treatment of the oxycodone epidemic.
I don't want to say much about this----doing so might spoil some of pleasure of the read. I found nothing in the novel to detract from my enjoyment!
I think another reason Connelly's books stay fresh is that he continues to tackle current events. In this book, not only do we have two compelling mysteries, but also an exploration of the oxycodone epidemic. Although the two mysteries are both well done what really engaged me was Connelly's treatment of the oxycodone epidemic.
I don't want to say much about this----doing so might spoil some of pleasure of the read. I found nothing in the novel to detract from my enjoyment!
Design for Dying: A Lillina Frost & Edit Head Novel by Renee Patrick 2016
Renee Patrick is a pseudonym for a married couple. Rosemarie and Vince Keenan. Rosemarie is a research administrator and a poet. Vince is a screenwriter and a journalist. Design for Dying is a 1930's detective novel set in Hollywood. The main character comes to Hollywood to be an actress but quickly turn to dress design as a way to actually make a living.
I think the authors have probably recreated the language patterns and idioms of the 1930's Hollywood film industry and detective fiction. It is also likely that the prose actually feels more like a screen play. Initially it took me a while to feel comfortable with the prose but by the end of the book I felt ready to dive back into Dashiell Hammett and black and white films. Another joy of reading the book is the use of famous Hollywood folks as characters within the story (including Edith Head).
The number of characters and potential killers can be a bit confusing. I hope in future books the authors pare down the cast a bit. I'd prefer more depth in characters possible only by cutting some out.
I am drawn to Lilian Frost, the main character. She is young but learning fast. I look forward to a second book in the series.
I think the authors have probably recreated the language patterns and idioms of the 1930's Hollywood film industry and detective fiction. It is also likely that the prose actually feels more like a screen play. Initially it took me a while to feel comfortable with the prose but by the end of the book I felt ready to dive back into Dashiell Hammett and black and white films. Another joy of reading the book is the use of famous Hollywood folks as characters within the story (including Edith Head).
The number of characters and potential killers can be a bit confusing. I hope in future books the authors pare down the cast a bit. I'd prefer more depth in characters possible only by cutting some out.
I am drawn to Lilian Frost, the main character. She is young but learning fast. I look forward to a second book in the series.
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